Well you have given me the silent treatment pretty long now, my love ... I have thought this out and can only conclude this is some sort of a cruel test ...you .keep telling yourself you sent me some message about bullying  and I keep telling you I never received a message about that ... it is nearly impossible for me not to receive a message that was sent by you and totally impossible for you to receive a reply from me that I never sent  ... so what do you want to do now? I thought we were kidding around about the life boat ... you were kidding me and I was kidding you back ..what in the world was insensitive about that?? I asked you to please resend me the bullying note you received about this Budapest man and what I allegedly said in response but you refuse to do so ... then you send me some quote here about mockery... you disappear and I am coming here every two hours to find out what is going on ... you refuse to acknowledge  me ...  you insult me ... you play with peoples emotions ..... I refuse to say goodbye ... why do you you despise me so much with this game you are playing to do this to the one person who really loves you .....you are so hard to understand ... you can be so loving but the next minute I get treated like some kind of garbage you are trying to wipe off your feet with ...  I have feelings too but it does not matter .. right?  all I get from you is scorn and ridicule about some imaginery message I never got ... you know I love you ... I tried to show you my love even more with the Hungarian poems but now you no longer love or care for me ... now you are the bully ... you refuse to believe me about the lost note and you ridicule all my attempts to make things better  ... you keep repeating about this bullying note I never got like a broken record ... if I did get this note I would have been by your side immediately to comfort you but my words are ignored and fall on deaf ears ... there is no good time for this but it is Easter week and I wanted to share this beautiful week with you ... I am at a loss on what to do now ... I did nothing wrong but in your eyes I must be the devil incarnate .... 

 <br />  <br /> Please talk to me Rosine, I love you and I do not know how to make you believe me about not receiving your harassment message and  certainly any response to it ... I do not know what to do about this ... I have been thinking about you all day long and do not know what to do ... I am lost without your love ...<br />  <br /> Robert<br />  <br />