My darling Rosine .... I am going to say good night now ... I hope you are well and pray that we will still be together when I wake up ...assuming I can sleep ... after you read this message and all the other ones I have been writing ...  all I can do now is hope you trust me and believe in me ... I would have hoped you knew me better than thinking I would be so insensitive to your needs .... I thought we agreed when we first got together we would discuss any concerns we had immediately  as to not go to bed upset or hurt .... you can yell  at me all you want now from mail stalking you but at this point I don't care ... I just hope you believe me, trust me and still love me ...<br /> Robert